Ben

30

Man

Woman

Single

Would like to have 3 children

I do not have children (yet)

Saint Clair Shores

Michigan

United States

College Degree

$/€ 60-80k

Aries

120-139

Debater – ENTP

Projector

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I have been active in the ”movement” for a few years now. I was a self described Libertarian when I was younger. During the 2016 election is when I decided to understand more about politics. Around 2019ish, and after talking with some people I knew through everyday life, I began to look more into the Fascist/NS ideology. I began craving as much information as I could. I watched all the videos, read all the PDFs, talked to as many people online as I could. I eventually came around to it all, after doing a lot of self reflection about what aligning myself to these beliefs would mean, and how having the lack of these things in society/government has negativity effected my childhood and what the whole thing means for the future. I reached a point where I knew, for the most part, what I believed to be true and natural. I than took the step to get involved. I joined a pro white activist group, which I am still part of, and have been for a few years now. While being in the group, it has opened up many opportunities to network with different people, travel, do amazing things, and has helped me get on a better track in life due to those that I have met. Not saying my life previously was that of a low life or drain on society, just that it has fundamentally improved my life for the long term. Nationalism is now part of my everyday life and has even seeped into the religious side of things as well. It has given me something to strive towards in life that has a deep meaning behind it. I found a new appreciation of my own history and people, I am colonial stock and I am very proud of it. Im originally from New England and evrn though I do not live there anymore, it is still very close to me heart. To understand the meaning of family, blood, and culture invigorates me to be as best of a man I can be, given our limitations and the things we are faced with, personally or societally. When you look at the world, your own history, culture, the achievements that comes with it, you cannot look at it another way. Unfortunately, that includes the negatives as well.
Now onto relationships. My most recent relationship was the first one I have had while having these views and being ”active”. Overtime my views and involvement in the group was something she eventually confessed that she did not want to be part of (I never forced her to be involved anyway) and saw it as a strong dividing factor that would cause long term strain and hostility within the relationship and family, if there was one, because she did not agree. She was very much a ”normie”, which would explain it, but initially didn’t have a problem with it, possibly because she did not understand. It has become so hard to find someone that you can truly be yourself with. I want to give this a chance and see if I am able to find a woman that is likeminded, in politics and morals. To grow with her and experience the blessing that is children and build the memories that they bring. To be able to see them grow and help them develop in life to where they can also receive the sort of life that I would like, without the struggle of trying to get it. A goal of mine is to be able to sit back and see not only my family in front of me, but also their families, and have my wife next to me. Being able to take in the joy with her that life itself brings.

I am on a journey of continued self improvement and discovery, which I do not believe will ever stop, as I don’t think it should be in anyone’s case.