Amanda

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Here’s my story,

I was an anti-fascist anarchist for years who eventually became a techno-fascist.

I believe in techno-fascism and I wanted to share how I got to this conclusion. This is my political life story up to this point in time.

I have always been interested in technology, politics, and philosophy. At a very young age I could tell there was something wrong with society but what the cause was took a while to get to for me.

The extent of my politics growing up was the daily show and the Colbert report. My dad was a republican who would talk about it all the time and my mom was a democrat. My first vote was for Obama because, “Like, it’s history right?” In 2015 Hilary and Trump started their campaign runs.

I remember a daily show segment where Hilary and Trump were being driven around and saying their speeches of the day with crowds of people, with the candidates names on their blue and red shirts respectively, waving signs behind them cheering.

Jon made jokes about them, but then he showed Bernie. Who I had never seen or knew about before, at his campaign announcement. It was him and behind him was a empty parking lot. His hair was blowing in the wind. There was one mic that was catching in said wind. Three people with cameras and what looked like an intern watching him.

He starts talking about free healthcare, free college tuition, and all that other stuff. I hadn’t even thought those could be things that were possible. I was like hell yeah lol I’d like that, I mean why not?

Hillary and Trump never said anything like that. And after Bernie got in the race they had to. So I was a Bernie bro lol. I hated Hilary and didn’t take trump seriously because I only knew him from home alone and him saying “you’re fired!” 😂

I didn’t think he was going to win and I did not want Hilary to win. I went to a Bernie rally once and all that. Very cheesy. And then the DNC happened and they rigged it (they argued in court that they had the right to, I think and won.)

With Sarah Silverman telling the tons of boos that they’re being ridiculous. And everyone’s acting like the whole stadium isn’t full of boos. I was so pissed off too!

Then Bernie’s brother was saying a speech and Bernie started crying and I was like, “Yup no I’m done I’m an anarchist,” 😂 and I was that for awhile, I had friends who weren’t political or they were conservatives that slid left as well but theirs was gradual, I just said no to government.

Burn it all down blah blah

So I checked out of the election coverage thinking Hillary was going to win and nothing was going to change. And then Trump won and I really checked out. Pretty much his whole presidency I didn’t pay attention.

But my dad loved Trump! He gave all the family a Trump 45 dollar bill for Christmas. And I had lived away in the city far from home at the time, it was a surprise to me when I found out how much he liked him.

He said it was because Trump did what he said he was going to do. And technically in some ways he did more than a democrat president because the things he did also angered the other sides populous, that’s why they hated him so much. With things like the Muslim ban and the building of the wall it seemed like he kept his word.

And he did stuff for the elites and didn’t hide it like the democrats do, like tax cuts etc.

But me checking out of the political news had more to do with the death of my mother and brother both 6 months apart.

A month after my brothers death my family bought me a seminar called the landmark forum and it was like a paradigm shift, I was in a deep depression and it brought me out of it and invigorated me to become a part of a new community I had discovered, which was the Venus project. I became a volunteer there and really enjoyed it.

At my first meeting there, was the day the founder had died. So I was there when they all got the news it was so sad but I felt like it was a pivotal moment, that it was history I was experiencing in person because I believed (still do) TVP is the future.

So a quick run down: Jacque Fresco, the founder of TVP created a proposal of a different economic system. Not different like capitalism, communism or socialism but different from the barter/trade/monetary system. He proposed a resource based economy or RBE. Where all labor is automated, cities are designed by engineers and scientists, so the functions of a city are all automated as well.

Governmental functions are automated and resources are allocated so that everyone not only have what they need to survive but also have enough resources to continually learn, invent and innovate.

If you want to know more about it I’d be happy to talk any time.

That was years ago and after awhile I fell off a bit on volunteering. And got a new job and moved to a new city. I got into punk music and started going to shows by myself as I had had a huge fallout with a friend group of “leftists” right before we were all going to live together. And it blew up into a huge mess of identity politics and genuinely shitty people taking advantage of my ex, who two minorities were 💯 using for money, housing and a car.

And they would shit all over him saying he couldn’t talk to them but he owed it to them to let them use his car every day.

Me and him would work for 2-4 hours a day trimming bud in exchange for some of the bud at the end of the week, so we could give it to the two minorities who said they were chronically sick and needed it for pain medication.

They ended up smoking a half ounce in one day and said that we should have thought about that since the weed was so weak. And one of them had a long list of medical and mental issues, they spoke about it constantly.

But when my ex was helping them get set up with healthcare here (because they couldn’t get trans care where they were and my ex invited them to move here and he would help them get set up and be safe…

which he had successfully done for the other minority a year earlier after the minority tried to kill themselves because their family wouldn’t accept their pronouns (they were a trans man at the time who now exclusively dresses in expensive Lolita outfits), he was able to get him set up with trans care, paid for everything for him, drove him everywhere, and let him live with us for as long as he needed, he didn’t have to pay for anything or be responsible for anything expect improving his mental health and not killing themselves.

But after more than a year, the minority just started to ignore my ex and not speak to him for over six months despite my ex still doing everything for him. Then later on the new minority got the other one to hate my ex along with everyone in the house by the end of it.)

My ex had over heard the minority with the list of issues saying they didn’t have any diagnosis, not even depression.

That was years ago and after awhile I fell off a bit on volunteering. And got a new job and moved to a new city. I got into punk music and started going to shows by myself as I had had a huge fallout with a friend group of “leftists” right before we were all going to live together. And it blew up into a huge mess of identity politics and genuinely shitty people taking advantage of my ex, who two minorities were 💯 using for money, housing and a car.

And they would shit all over him saying he couldn’t talk to them but he owed it to them to let them use his car every day.

Me and him would work for 2-4 hours a day trimming bud in exchange for some of the bud at the end of the week, so we could give it to the two minorities who said they were chronically sick and needed it for pain medication.

They ended up smoking a half ounce in one day and said that we should have thought about that since the weed was so weak. And one of them had a long list of medical and mental issues, they spoke about it constantly.

But when my ex was helping them get set up with healthcare here (because they couldn’t get trans care where they were and my ex invited them to move here and he would help them get set up and be safe…

which he had successfully done for the other minority a year earlier after the minority tried to kill themselves because their family wouldn’t accept their pronouns (they were a trans man at the time who now exclusively dresses in expensive Lolita outfits), he was able to get him set up with trans care, paid for everything for him, drove him everywhere, and let him live with us for as long as he needed, he didn’t have to pay for anything or be responsible for anything expect improving his mental health and not killing themselves.

But after more than a year, the minority just started to ignore my ex and not speak to him for over six months despite my ex still doing everything for him. Then later on the new minority got the other one to hate my ex along with everyone in the house by the end of it.)

My ex had over heard the minority with the list of issues saying they didn’t have any diagnosis, not even depression.

So ya, this incident was a big thing that woke me up to the absurdity of the ideology and how people use it for manipulation.

Back to it: I was in a new city going to shows and met a few new people who were musicians in anti fascists bands. Eventually I moved in with them.

Well it turned out they weren’t really anti fascists, and I found that out one day. Not like I found a flag or something, they told me with a NS salute. Which wasn’t the first indication of their identity, they showed slowly a bit at first.

There was a moment where I could have left and cut and ran but I stayed. I had genuinely cared about them over the time living with them. And I didn’t want to go, I didn’t want to be exactly like them but I wanted to stay.

(I’m unsure but pretty certain they had nefarious intentions by becoming my friend and getting me to move in with them. I felt like I was an experiment specimen when I found out the truth. But instead of their first intentions they began to care for me as well, and wanted me to join them as they really were).

This cognitive dissonance led to my first manic episode and I don’t remember most of it. It lasted for multiple months and they eventually kicked me out. I went to this certain program that helps people in the movement, and they basically gave me therapy, which did help me understand what happened a little bit.

So I was an anarchist again and in leftist circles. Online only. Let me just reiterate that leftists shit on each other all the time and they say, “We hate hierarchy but then the literal inverse hierarchy dictates their behavior.

Like a black trans woman can do no harm and must never be questioned.

And trans men get shit on all the time in the trans community, especially white ones, if they disagree with a disabled, trans woman of color, they will get attacked. (The higher your intersections of oppression are, the higher your crown basically).

The minions of the trans woman would say that a trans man could not understand and relate to the female experience. Because they were always men trapped in women’s bodies so they couldn’t understand.

As if they didn’t live as a girl most of their lives and was treated as a girl, experiencing everything a girl experiences before their transition.

So girls who go trans, go from not being listened to, to then not being listened to once again. Another absurdity that woke me up from the dichotomy.

The real privilege isn’t black or white, straight or trans, it’s whether or not you have access to resources to survive and thrive.

Oppression Olympics are very real. They say the right is judgmental but it’s a sport for the left. The right reasoning is simple and the left reasoning is filled with “nuance” that does the same thing as the rights judgement, but with more steps. In the end you have judged and successfully put a person or idea into a nice box for you to label and put on a shelf as “figured out”.

After the musicians kicked me out, I moved back in with family and started school online for free from a program my aunts teachers Union had for her family members. I did that and played DND online for a few years. And pretty much stayed isolating the whole time. As I had ptsd from the experience.

And then Oct 7th happened and for four months I saw blown up bodies everyday on my “left” IG feed, of children and horror stories every hour coming out of Gaza. And then seeing Israelis people making fun of it made me sick and made me start to genuinely hate them.

I didn’t grow up watching each new horror clip on the internet like beheadings, blue waffle, two cups, all that stuff,  unlike everyone else I steered clear, but not now.

I looked into national socialism after awhile, because I saw a pic of the president or prince of Palestine back then met with Hitler to keep Jews out of the Middle East.

I realized that America and Britain weren’t being benevolent by attacking Germany for the sake of the Jews. It was they wanted to have a hold of land in the Middle East, the Zionist project was already sprouting before the war. Despite what you say if Hitler had won ww2, Palestine would be a sovereign nation still.

I also looked into the background of people in power of different sections of industry back then and now and there were discrepancies, Jews are such a small minority of the world but they do hold a lot of positions of power in media and I recognized the brainwashing I had as an American growing up. How it was painted as the worlds worse evil but it’s not when you learn the history.

So then I made a profile on white date to find a future husband and get back into the national socialist at first then that led into me liking the pro-indigenous European community more, as it was more current.

I watched on the left as minorities separated themselves into groups and excluded people who didn’t fit in, I saw them protecting their own, and creating spaces for just themselves. I saw that it was hypocritical to shame white people for doing the exact same thing.

Black people can have a black identity separate from their background. But white people cannot, and are told their culture doesn’t exist as anything other than a vehicle for white supremacy. Bullcrap.

American black people don’t have to have “Nigerian” pride in only, they can have just black pride too. While whites can only be proud of their heritage country, they cannot be proud of a newer country that houses them.

Some would say well, that’s because in America black people lost contact with their roots and were forced to get rid of that identity for the identity of a slave.

And yes this is true, but this has happened to every culture that had a barter/trade/monetary system. They were not seen as people but as a resource to make profit.

This is still true about workers today, except instead of your boss housing and feeding you, they give you money to do that yourself, so you can be used again for someone else’s profit, while still using your whole human existence to make your boss profitable.

But the point is this also happened to white people. Criminals were forced to go to Australia to work as free labor.

And Australians probably have better records of their lineage not because the slave owners didn’t care about the black slaves identity so they didn’t write anything down, it’s because their culture had a propensity to keep detailed records.

When you keep diligent records you’re able to maximize profits and keep track of your assets. Criminals were assets to the British government just like enemy tribesmen were assets to rival African tribes. And Africa didn’t have a society that valued written documentation yet, they were very much an oral tradition society still.

So when the Jewish ships came to Africa, the ones selling the slaves weren’t able to give them all the information the British government could give Australian companies. So the identity of the tribes and names of the slaves were gone.

Saying white people don’t deserve to celebrate their culture in the new worlds is horseshit. Saying white people have no culture in the new worlds (and the old ones), besides white supremacy is wrong.

Racism isn’t innate and something white people must unlearn and grow from. Every culture is an in group to the ones in it and every culture has an out group as well.

We are shaped by our environment, if we didn’t have language we wouldn’t even be able to be racist, because we wouldn’t have the ability to make the distinctions of the differences between us.

Back to the story though:

I had the realization that though my friends kicked me out of the house I wasn’t necessarily kicked out of the movement.

And I didn’t really get to experience the community outside of that small circle.

So here I am now, on the other side of the political spectrum. Making myself known.

Most recently I have gotten back into AI again. I started with using it for school and then I started using it to write a story to publish, just to see if I could do it. And I experimented with AI music websites and they were fun.

It’s not perfect, it’s got a ways to go but it also inspired me to write my own story without AI and I’ve been learning music to make my own music. I got on X and all the news about AI and automation really excited me.

The good thing about capitalism is that it is creating its own obsolescence, to compete, each company must automate their human labor until it is completely gone. This is because it increases profit shares to 100%. And Jacque talks about this and it’s the pivotal moment where a RBE is possible, inevitable really.

So my question to you is when all human labor jobs are automated and you can have access to as much resources as you need to do to live, learn and innovate, what would you do? 🤔

I do like the pro indigenous European movement still, and appreciate my bloodline’s history but I am looking more to the future and giving my future children the tools and knowledge they need to survive in a world, that will be so different from anything any human has ever experienced before. Just like we are experiencing things our ancestors could never possibly comprehend.

The term fascism has evolved since ww2 and will continue to do so. The reason I am even into fascism is because someone told me in a TVP meeting one day that governments will push towards fascism as the monetary system falters and dies. That they will move to RBE voluntarily when they realize they don’t have to be fascist.

But it’s my opinion that fascism can help lead into a RBE because it can stamp out useless thought and pointless cultural activities.

So to get to a RBE we need to go from the cultures we have today into a basic single general culture of science and technology. Not total uniformity but a culture of basic understanding.

In a democracy everyone has a say. Even if they don’t know shit. They think every opinion is valid and must be respected and listened to. And you’re a bigot if you don’t think and understand like someone else. The whole country could vote for something but that doesn’t mean that something is any good.

It’s like with the utilitarian argument. Where it goes, “is it moral to kill one child if you save everybody else in the world by killing them?”

Right?

So if the world voted to kill that child, that doesn’t mean that they are correct and that’s the right action. Many people would say that killing the child is the wrong action.

Or that someone thinks that we should all voluntarily go extinct as the human species and everybody votes for that, that doesn’t really mean that that’s a good idea or smart in any way.

I think that it will take one person, or a small group of  individuals, to usher in the changes we need for the future. There has never been an instant in any culture where everybody unanimously thought of something new.

It is normally individuals or small group of individuals who have the time and access to as many resources and tools, they need to change the world.

And to get to a society where everybody unanimously thinks of something new, we will have to incorporate a resource based economy where the general population can have the educational level of scholars and experts.

Also, if we do RBE, we can leave here and go make a galaxy of just Europeans and every race can do the same thing too.

But we need to survive long enough to be able to develop the tools we need to begin intergalactic travel and terraforming alien planets.

Anyway thanks for reading!

🍓 Amanda 🍓

update: I love all people and our shades are colors of dirt. White skin is an indicator of living in long periods of darkness as opposed to living joyously in the Sun, in a country that can hold the rest of the world. I don’t hate anyone but I do believe actions that cause suffering must cease. You can love people who look like you. But thinking others can’t love themselves as they are isn’t helpful for you or them. Women and men don’t want to hate, especially each other. We need to rely on ourselves then find a partner who gives us the enthusiastic oui! Much love from the all of my heart 💚 and I have found a man I truly love and will no longer accept any messages for courtship or anything but group forum messages.