TheIrishMarine

49

Man

Woman

Single

Undecided

I do not have children (yet)

Martinez

California

United States

Bachelor Degree

$/€ 60-80k

Gemini

Generator

Hmmm…This part of a profile always brings a smile to my face! As well as, brings up such good statements/questions to add.  Well! Let me start off with…

I’LL NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR BEING WHITE! Ever! This is what I’ve learned after being full-blown/100% J-woke. I wasn’t one of the lucky/blessed/fortunate ones that was approached by an apt pupil, or, pupils, that was in some type of organization for the cause/movement. Furthermore, I didn’t have any friends, family members, mentors, etc. that sat me down and had me well on my way to being full-blown J-woke/racially awakened at a young age. I mean, over the years I was consciously racial/aware, but I definitely wasn’t where I am today!

Over the last 40+ years it’s been gradually hittin me in the face. This has hit me personally, socially, financially, psychologically, etc. But! Now that I’m here there’s no going back. Not ever! I’m also fortunate to have come across this site. This site gives me hope (at least it should). I mean, there’s a reason that I came across this site and I’m filling out this profile right now…right?

And, on this footpath of unhurried, gradual, and finally-here-to-stay spiritual and self awakening, I’ve learned that everything about us is at it’s death by the second. How we preserve our ethnic background/color, culture, same exact beliefs, values, thoughts, personal image/appearance, lifestyle, the way we conform/don’t conform is being tested on a daily basis before it dies in full. What we watch, read, listen too, what we eat/don’t eat, how we dress, what we drive/don’t drive, how we walk/carry ourselves should be on our minds constantly. I believe that these entities should be a 24/7 reminder to make us come together in this first life before we meet in the next life.

Over the last 40+ years living in a contemporary non-white/ant-white society, I’ve learned more about myself today then I have in those 40+ years past. Furthermore, I’ve also learned that the learning doesn’t stop. I’m learning more and more about white people in general, and what I don’t want to be. I mean, with being ONE HUNDRED % racially conscious there comes a downside. Which is super unfortunate, sad but true, and just such a heartbreak. To see what my white neighbors, white people in the temporary city I dwell in, the white people I work with, etc., have become is just unbelievable to me!

Unbelievable!

I never in my most untamed thoughts/dreams thought that the life of the average, everyday whitey in contemporary California/America would be where they’re at!

With all that, I sit here and wonder if it is at all possible to find a woman on here that is of the same mind, heart, and value? If so! That is definitely one of the reasons I’m on here. Also, and this is just a nice little side question…have you gotten your White Lives Matter shirt (or any type of WLM merch) yet? I know I have! Or? Has this downfall of a society have you so scared that you won’t put on that shirt? Because, lets all remember now…it’s just a shirt.