I did travel the world. It was eye-opening. Most of the rest of the world that is not North America or Europe honors their race and is wisely suspicious of outsiders. I traveled full time for several years. I grew tired of feeling like an outsider, so I came back to the country where I grew up and settled in the whitest county I could find. It’s great but most people are so brainwashed — sometimes it feels futile to find an appropriate white partner.